Some days are harder than others.

Ever since the accident my mind isn't able to concentrate at work. I just don't want to be here.
Shocking things make you want to stay closer to your loved ones. I remember 9/11 I hated to send the boys to school and didn't want to leave the tv in fear something else would "hit" close to home. Even tho I have a "new"family I still have that feeling. I'm happiest at home.

Trying to finish Christmas projects and get into the holiday spirit. Mom is trying to do the same by having the younger grandkids over to bake and decorate cookies. This should be fun. I will bring the camera and share the fun. Even my sister is coming to help. She needs to get out of the house.